My Recent Base Make-Up.. Lalala~..

I love make-up like any other girls out there..
not just love.. I am crazy enough with them..
well, since I love make-up, I like to try different brands of make-up..
now, for foundation I am using Maybelline Angelfit Liquid Foundation..
it's Natural Ivory..

this Natural Ivory colour quite bright for my skin..
my bad.. I should have try it on first..
but I really like this liquid foundation texture..
that's why I don't mind continue applying this to my face.. hehe..
for my face powder, I'm using Maybelline Clear Smooth with Natural Beige..

I don't really like this powder because it makes my face oily..
But still I continue using this one just that I need to touch-up very often to avoid my face look oily..
and for loose powder, I'm using Avon Mineral Foundation with Medium colour..

I like using this one because it makes me look more natural..
just like people say mineral make-up can make our face look more natural..
and I agreed with that..
and this is all my base make-up I used..
Well, for me I like to stick with none since I love to try something new.. hehehe.. =)

My New Hair Colour.. (^_^)

hair.. it's most important asset for all women..
and for me as well..
I love my hair very much..
but still I want to 'damage' my own hair..
don't know why..
I like to keep colouring my hair..
I like to curl my hair..
I like to do something to my hair..
even though I know it is not good for my hair..
guess I get bored easily with old same thing..
and that's why I always wanted to do something to my hair..
recently, I've coloured my hair brownish blond..just like this..

because I have dark brown hair colour, it doesn't turn out to be really blond..
but I love the colour.. and so do ♥HIM♥.. ;)
hehehe..
so here I go again with my dry & damage hair..
wish me luck for my hair.. hahahahaha..

Never Look Back

people say never look back..
the truth is we always want to look back..
look back what we have done and what we used to have..
even though you know that if we look back, it can hurt ourselves..
looking back what have I done is really annoyed me..
and sometimes it can make my scar bleed again..
yet still i want to look back..
I know I've regret some of the things that I wish I shouldn't done..
some things that I regret for letting it go..
some things that I wanted to feel what I felt again..
maybe this is what I called memories..
most of the things that I remember a lot is love..
my passionate love..
I have been through a lots of tears and hurt..
sometimes I wish I wouldn't want to get into that mess..
but now I feel like I'm grateful cause I already made it through..
and that feel make me cautious in the future..
and you know what..
I made the same mistakes again..
you can call me stupid..
but sometimes I don't think I can avoid myself being hurt again..
I let myself bleed again just to know that I'm still alive..
repeating the same mistake again this time makes me feel I'm so relieved..
don't know why..
I think maybe this is the sweetest mistakes that I ever made..
It makes me smile everyday and everynight.. =)

Aria Montgomery

Actually nowadays, I have something that keep me addicted to see..
Well, that something was someone..
I started fall in love with this girl when I watch TV series called PRETTY LITTLE LIARS..
Damn! I am addicted to this series..
For those who does not know or never knew about this series, I'll tell you what the series is all about..

There are 4 teenage girls named Aria Montgomery, Emily Fields, Hanna Marin, and Spencer Hastings, whose clique falls apart after one of their friends which is their leader named Alison DiLaurentis disappeared. Until Alison's body is found, these four girls gathered at her funeral, they begin receiving text messages. The text messages are from anonymous called A threaten to expose their secrets. They thought only their close friend Alison knew. As the show continues they discover more secrets that can harm not only them but the ones around them. They also discover clues that may lead them to find out the identity of 'A' and Ali's death.

This TV series are different from other teenage story or series.
That is why I like it a lot.
The character that I like the most is Aria Montgomery

This is actually my desktop wallpaper. hehehe..
She's very cute, don't she?
I love the way she looks.
I love her style..
DAMN! I am addicted to be like her.. hahaha..
For those who haven't watch this series better watch it..
Cause it makes me addicted..
And maybe somehow it also can make you addicted.. PEACE!

off one's head

after 20 days I still thinking about the wrong step that I ever took..
I wonder how can I get into the mess that I've created..
I messed up.. I swear I messed up..
I should have not take that step..
But sometimes I am glad that I made that mistake in my life..
Because it was a greatest day in my life..
The attention that I want, I got that..
The caring that I want to feel, I felt that..
The passionate that I want to have, I had it..
I got everything I want in a day..
But in the same time I am not glad to have it all..
Even it is on my special day..
I know I was wrong..
But am I totally wrong..?
Now I am still in this guilty fettle yet so glad..
Though the one who gave me all these in a day just thought it all was nothing valued..
The one who gave me all these may thought I am a girl that easy to give it all away..
The truth is I am not that kind of person..
I only gave it away because of the feelings that I ever had on the one who gave me all these..
I know I am going out of one's head to think about this..
Why don't I let go all of these feeling..
Let go all of the wrong step that I took..
Let go all the things I felt..
Let go of these guilty and joy I ever had..
Just let time wash away these feeling and memories..
I can't take any longer to have these memories..
I swear I will never do the same mistake in my life again..

NaNo White Products Review

I can describe myself as a girl that frequently expose to the sun due to my daily routine..
Because of that, my skin getting darker and darker.. Plus I have a dry skin..
So i decided to buy whitening product care to prevent my skin getting darker..
I have been using Nano White for about 6 months..
At first I was attracted to these products because of it's 'no more fairy tale' TV advertising..
Moreover the 'Happy Endorphne' which make me as a customer want to found out what's the result is..

I bought Nano White Awakening Snow Wash as my cleanser...



this unique creamy cleanser effectively moistrurises ass it cleanses without stripping the skin of its natural protective film. It contains Omega White-C & Nano Peptide to reduce the apperance of lines and leaves your skin with an instant happy glow and ultimately, a fairer, refreshed and renewed complexion.

My Review:
I like this cleanser very much because it make my skin smooth.. and it does not make my skin dry.. instead it moisturized my skin after using it..


Second product I bought was Nano White Microfoliating Clay Cleanser..
It does the same as face scrub..



My Review:
I only use this scrub for 2 days a week due to my dry skin. so I don't really notice the differences but I think this scrub just fine with me.

Third product that I used is Nano White Omega Day Shield SPF 50++..
It is used after cleansing and toning..



My Review:
I like this one because when I use it, my face doesn't look oily. and it makes my skin soft. But still I can't see my face look whiter..

Fourth product that I bought is Nano White Cell Moist Whitenor.. I use this only before I go to sleep. But it actually use for day and night.



My Review:
I like this one. It doesn't make my skin look dry and oily, just nice.


Overall, I think Nano White is a good product but it does not make my skin look any different. Maybe I don't use a complete product of Nano White. Well, I suggest you to try this product because of its quality.. =)

New Year, New Style...?

2011 is coming..
only 9 days left..
right now, i'm in Miri..
my semester break..
i got my result 3 days ago..
and i got the same result as last sem..
no improvement at all..
next sem must be another tough sem for me..
well anyway, i dont want to think about that for now..
now, i want to change my hairstyle..
yup.. it's new year right..?
so, i want a new image..
i am thinking about having a curly hair like this..

or straight hair like this..

which one would be better on me..?
mostly my friends said that curly hair makes me look cute(well, that's what my friends said not me, okay..)
and i want this curly hair too..
BUT.. it's hard too maintain..
i'm kind of girl who looks messy at certain time..
maybe most of the time..
so i don't think curly hair is the best for me..
what about straight hair..?
my friends said my straight hair makes me looks chubby..
you know i hate that word..
moreover, now i gain my weight..
that's mean i have double chin..
and i don't think i straight hair looks better on me too..
*sigh*... though decision, huh..
it's okay.. i'll think about that later..