when i'm all alone, i started to think the way i look now..
it is different from 2 months ago..
i mean WAY too different..
it's not that i have changed my styles or transform my "female" gender hahahaha~..
just that i'm getting "bigger and bigger" each day..
means that i am fat... not exactly that fat..
maybe chubby.. or should i call it 'spare tyre'...
ya i know.. kind of ugly..
and FYI, i have bought some new clothes because i cannot fit in my old clothes anymore.. :-S
this is the picture of me my friends took it yesterday at my campus..
can you see my stomach..? well, maybe not clearly..
but honestly, i'm getting bigger..
aarrggghhh.. i don't really like it..
starting my new sem with this kind of look are not really good to me..
all my friends keep asking me and keep on telling me about my looks right now..
like "asal ko dh makin sihat ni..? happy sangat ke..? bahagia ke..?"...
it's kind annoys me.. really~..
am i that happy..? hurmm.. maybe..
happy of my single life back..
but seriously.. i hate the way i look right now..
can you imagine how ugly am i right now..?
i am way too short to have this kind of 'chubby' looks..
look like i am some kind of ball..
fat and short.. arrggghhh..
help me.. i don't want to be happy in this way..
