the truth is we always want to look back..
look back what we have done and what we used to have..
even though you know that if we look back, it can hurt ourselves..
looking back what have I done is really annoyed me..
and sometimes it can make my scar bleed again..
yet still i want to look back..
I know I've regret some of the things that I wish I shouldn't done..
some things that I regret for letting it go..
some things that I wanted to feel what I felt again..
maybe this is what I called memories..
most of the things that I remember a lot is love..
my passionate love..
I have been through a lots of tears and hurt..
sometimes I wish I wouldn't want to get into that mess..
but now I feel like I'm grateful cause I already made it through..
and that feel make me cautious in the future..
and you know what..
I made the same mistakes again..
you can call me stupid..
but sometimes I don't think I can avoid myself being hurt again..
I let myself bleed again just to know that I'm still alive..
repeating the same mistake again this time makes me feel I'm so relieved..
don't know why..
I think maybe this is the sweetest mistakes that I ever made..
It makes me smile everyday and everynight.. =)
